When i write this article,i was out my tears:(

I thought that i has many friends,but when im not happy and looking for friends to complain,actually not one.Even if there is,i think she does not like to listening,so i prefer dont tell.Do you know?I hate when you clearly know what i mean,you are disguised.I really do not understand your heart in mind.Do you really common when i was your friend?If i do decide to give up,you really happy?You will never know,how my heart is too uncomfortable when you say we are just good friend forever.Knowing that you did not like me,but i still persistant,it is because i do  really love you.I'm not chasing no one,nor is unwanted,but i think that seat in my heart is only belongs to you.But you never know what i want.Even if you know that, you will not accept me.Recently,i  felt a sense of distance with you.When i texting with you,i really want to tell you everything,but in the end i still have the courage,that is because i know the answer you gave.Sometimes,i'd rather do not want you to contact me,i do not like to hear what you say i will be unhappy all day.How much  i hope that you will personally told me that you love me,but i know it will never happen........