Face with a smile, does not mean she is happy; some words do not say it, does not mean she does not mind

If  i could choose, i would rather go to a place where no one knew me;

If  i could choose, i prefer to leave the family moved to another place to live.

At least some people will think of the original in this world there is a me;

At least i will not be forgotten;

At least i do not hate you.

From small to large,

In addition to exclusion, teasing and use myself,

Who really, really, care about and love me?

No matter how well done again, no matter how well-behaved,

That was the last to be forgotten me.

"Never mind"

I often said to myself many times it does not matter.

Ask yourselves,

Scolded me every time with the misunderstanding, i have another that is really angry?

I had never angry, always said to myself forget  and forget.

It does not matter how many times; forget how many times

Finally, still the same.

In your mind,

im not good enough...