幸福

当你听见别人问，幸福吗？

我想，

每个人的脑海里第一个想到的也许是爱情。

因为爱情，

所以感到幸福。

但我却不一样，

我长得不比别人来的漂亮；

身材不比别人来的好看；

读书不比别人来得聪明；

家里也并不怎么富有；

但我很幸福，

因为拥有一个家，

一个温暖又开心的家。

爱情

友情

亲情

你们会把哪个排第一？

我会毫不犹豫

想也不想

就说

亲情！！！

一定是亲情！！！！！

很现实的，

我无法说出爱情与友情哪个对我比较重要。

在友情里

即使你拥有一个再好的朋友

一旦吵架了

就会变质。

就算和好了

那个裂缝依旧存在着。

对于爱情

我更加不用多说

一旦分手了

就连 朋友也当不成

严重的

将由一对很恩爱的情侣转变成敌人

又或者是陌生人。

但亲情却不一样

即使妹妹跟我有无数的吵架

被爸爸妈妈责骂以后

一个礼拜过了

两个礼拜过了

那份珍惜彼此的感情依旧存在着。

没有出现裂缝

反而使我们变得更融洽

这就是

我最珍惜的亲情、我的家人。

 

It's a unhappy day to me

I'm thought myself is a straightforward person all the time, but in fact I'M WRONG.

Today , when i was on board by bus went back to home from school , a handsome man who sit my beside and he is come from England i think is going to Perak Cave. When reach there, he rushed to leave so he left his camera inside the bus. I saw it and feel like want to pick up the camera then give to the uncle who sold the bus ticket ,but I DIDN'T. That is because i saw a MALAY student who studying in St. Michael was steal it and put inside his school bag surreptitiously. The feeling is damn suck when you didnt expose what he did or take any action and just left him go . I'm feel so guitly right now and feel like want to cry because myself is DAMN WRONG. Why i want to scare and then just act dont know and dont see ? LAISOOKKUAN, is there your parents teach you like thisssss when you're younger?!!!!! Feel so SORRY to my parents, my teacher and THE MAN who lost his camera. I know , you are worrying now and it is because of my wrong way.

Additionally , i am feel shame on you, MALAY guy !!!!! Your god ALLAH  never teach you want to be a honest guy is it ? you are the bad student that i ever met in St.Michael and i wish you can sleep well everynight .FUCKKKK YOUUUU MAN!!!!!

It's not easy to forget someone

that used to be so important in your life

even though

it was the past.

Deleting everything icluding

phone numbers,facebook or photos

is useless

because it's all about

the memories

which will keep in your mind,

forever .

我想放弃

人长大了，

烦恼很自然的会越来越多。

我想放弃现在的课程，

到现在还搞不懂自己，明明知道自己的数学不好，

为什么却还要选会计这一科。

如果停学了，又不懂以后要做些什么。

一年就这样白白浪费了，一切又要从零开始。

觉得自己很失败，当初答应自己，

停了中六，我一定要用功把书读好，

不会令爸妈失望，现在却没心读书。

我知道，

路，是我自己选的。

如果要说放弃，我好像没那个资格。

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You know, i never thought of gving up to love you in fact,

There is only for the other ways to secretly love the feeling in my heart.

Even if I met another guy, unfortunately, I only care that there are between the eyebrows is not your shadow,

Because my mind is have not to put you down.

You say you have a girlfriend at the moment

I know,

the miracle that i have been looking forward was gone.

I never got a chance to tell you that I love you.

I'm not happy today,but I could not find any information to tell you the reason.

I care about you too tired, or you suddenly did not reply my message.

I'm not afraid of you refuse one more, I only fear the courage to spend my future I do not dare to say.

I knows there is  no results, but I insisted.

Not because I'm stubborn, but because I really like you.

Even if  it is not really possible,

I still like you, like to see it hanging on your way.

I do not know what i want, it is helpless, so helpless, as if about to collapse.

I have always been very rational, but today I really felt like crying.

Now it needs a stay, listen to me. Can?

Not In Mood

First day going to school,many things make me not in mood . Teacher, friends, the class and the seat. Honestly,i do really beh song both of you . You are already know that seat is mine , why?why you still want to act don't know and still sit at there, then  im gonna leave my own group and sit in front of the whiteboard there. What happened now? That's my fault?  Show me your fucking face ,afterthat act nothing and come to talk with me.Sorry , im not the people who are forget easily , so please leave me away.Don't fool me.Im regret. Treat you as my good friends , but now you treat me like this. I don't know who should i trust in the class again. I angry not because of the small matters,but totally felt disappointed on your treat . I promise, you will regret what you did on me somedays. WAIT AND SEE!!!!

Face with a smile, does not mean she is happy; some words do not say it, does not mean she does not mind

If  i could choose, i would rather go to a place where no one knew me;

If  i could choose, i prefer to leave the family moved to another place to live.

At least some people will think of the original in this world there is a me;

At least i will not be forgotten;

At least i do not hate you.

From small to large,

In addition to exclusion, teasing and use myself,

Who really, really, care about and love me?

No matter how well done again, no matter how well-behaved,

That was the last to be forgotten me.

"Never mind"

I often said to myself many times it does not matter.

Ask yourselves,

Scolded me every time with the misunderstanding, i have another that is really angry?

I had never angry, always said to myself forget  and forget.

It does not matter how many times; forget how many times

Finally, still the same.

In your mind,

im not good enough...